Monday, December 14, 2009

the good, the bad, the ugly

the good: i got offered a job
i should start this wednesday
it's close to wear i live

the bad: its another temporary position
i've been a temp too long at a certain company and am in what they call a "6 month tenure of not being able to be a temp there" so i couldn't take the job that was previously offered me for two dollars more an hour
i'll be on the phones alot

the ugly:

yet another feeling of no choice in the matter, having to say yes to something unappealing because i need a paycheck no matter the 5 years i spent in college and not knowing what to do to get out of this rut because i am not financially stable enough to go back to school, nor do i want to
work with kids just to say i'm working with kids and get emotionally and pyschologically beaten up like i was 2 years ago.

aggghhh! there are no answers!

now i understand why some women choose to be stay at home moms.

3 comments:

  1. apologies on spelling "where" as "wear" in the first section. maybe thats why i'm having issues- all the simple knowledge i once had has flown out the window.

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  2. Sarah - seriously - my thoughts exactly. There have been many moments in the last couple of months where I have said to Kennan - let's just get pregnant because I'll have a reason to stop doing this crazy stuff! Can't wait to see you!

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  3. There is no worse feeling than being a temp. You have no respect from fellow workers, and no benefits. plus, there is that fear that on any given day, without notice, they will say "goodbye" to you.

    I hope you can do well with selling your candles, maybe even include other things for sale...like PeppyMullins!

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